After all of the traumatizing events that had been happening to the Philippines, I woke up one morning at 4 a.m. and was just completely depressed. I started thinking about "what ifs" and these thoughts progressed to me as someone who is living a life I just borrowed from God. I know that I'm too young to reflect on the years I have lived, asking if I had ever been productive enough but hey, age doesn't matter right? Nobody even knows how much time one has left in this world. Midlife crisis? Emo much? Not really. Just reality. I started thinking about my future and the people surrounding me. Before I physically leave, (scary thought but hey, let's just face it... ) I know that I have a lot of things that I want to say (and do) to everyone I know but I would love to organize everything first.
Out of depression, I decided to go to a bookstore and there it was--the book that I once ignored was now something that completely pulled me towards it, making me buy and bring it home. What's the book?
It's not a book as in storybook-book. It's more of an autograph book that guides you in things you would like to open up before you even leave this world. I can't fill up everything right now since there are questions regarding one's spouse and children so I think I'll save those blanks for 8 or 9 years more. Anyway, it's not like I want to leave already. It's just more of being organized and planning ahead? Lol. Hey, it's worth it. We have to face the reality one way or another...
